hearing: mumbling in background/ web mastering class
feeling: have to go to the bathroom...
wanting: another fruit rollup
eating: fruit rollups
So xenadrine-wise its been an empty day. I've only had two and i snatched them between classes. fuck off, %%diary-hazedalton%%. i need this stuff. :( dont call it "that drug thingie" its not REALLY a drug although it gives you a strange high, kinda like vicadine but not as bad. u know? well, prolly u dont.
stephen. hmmm. ooo boy. i dont wanna talk about this. why did i get myself into this? i dont understand me. i liked him soooo much bc i had him built up as a whole different imaginary person. hes exactly like i thought exept for the impossibility of physical contact. really, though. fat girls need love too. i dont understand him, i mean he likes me. i know it. but i know im kinda big but that doesnt make me ugly. im not that bad, actually. so now i am conceited.
i met alishas other friend stacy today. she has HUUUUUUUUUUGE boobs. like in huge. and i mean huge. HUGE!!! did i say huge? ENOURMOUS!!!! but not disgustingly so, no. o no. they have to be perky. damn her and her perky enormous boobs. she didnt seem too nice: she wanted to run for president of the french club but she overslept. i ran, i won. shes pissy. and has an ugly face. but her BOOBS!! dammit!! they are sooo big...alisha claims that they arent really that big, she wears water bras. but really, that kind of effect? i dont think so.
we got our water polo shirts yesterday. they are so fucking ugly and i hate them and they are too big. i bet they ordered me a huge size and stuck the medium tag in there so i would feel skinny. bitches. grrrr...
i organized my folder yesterday. i am so "organized" now! my folder has a front which is just completely covered in colgate. colgate... how much i WISH to go there!!! the back has a bunch of pics of me and my friends: the regionals girls, and then my group in the water polo team. then theres pics of me with my brothers, with alisha, with judy, and with stephen. why? i dunno, i guess i didnt wanna make him feel stupid.
my day hasnt gone very long though. its like 1:00 if even. so im gonna go do some actual schoolwork. i am. i am. iam. i did homework til real late last night. tomorrow is the tournament. %%diary-pixiepumpkin%%'s diary is really cool.